Him

I kept looking
I kept searching
Searching for the glint in your eyes
Oh those eyes

I wish you could see me now
I wish you’d look at me
And notice me
That I am alive
That I am here

But where are you
There’s something missing
Missing in my life
Know what? It’s you

I wish you’d talk to me
And make me smile
For I couldn’t grin
Without you

I wish I’d hear your voice again
Your voice that I heard before
Before when we’re together
But that was a long time ago

I wish you’d smile at me
And not just take me for granted

I couldn’t help but sigh
When I saw you with another one
Why you’d have a change of heart
A change so easily made

And I am sad
For I am better than HIM.

 

I was lovesick then. Hahaha. Hopelessly in love with someone for 3 years already. He was my seatmate back then when we were in first year high. I was uber envious at that time for he was rumored to be close with this tomboy girl. Hahaha. And I was so evil that I wrote that poem. They never got together anyway. He was sooo childlike that having a girlfriend is like not in the top 100 of his priority. ‘Nuff said. It’s just fun to look back at times. :)

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