Akalain mo nga naman.

Akalain mo nga naman.

May maeexempt pa pala ako na major subject sa Pharm! ๐Ÿ˜€ Sobrang saya ko… I was exempted from taking the finals in both the Lecture and Laboratory part of Pharm Chem 35. ๐Ÿ˜€ Thank God! Bawas sa mga exams… So Ph Ch 126, Ph Ch 126.1, and Chem 150 na lang ang iisipin ko. 4 more exams to go!

Kaya ayon, pagkatapos ng linggong ito… baliw na ako.

Kanina kasi nagaaral pa ako for Ph Ch 35 finals. Kala ko kasi talaga magfifinals ako dun. Buti sumabit yung grade ko. ๐Ÿ˜€ Eh may option naman kami na magtake pa rin. Pero bakit pa ako magtake diba? Matutulog na lang ako ngayon. Tapos bukas, magaaral na ko para sa Ph Ch 126 at 126.1 finals. Mahirap to… Organic Chemistry kasi. I’m not so good in Organic Chemistry. Di ko kasi talaga magets yung mga tumatalon-talon na electrons. Although kahit papano, mas marami na kong alam ngayon tungkol sa reaction mechanism. ๐Ÿ™‚

Ayon, buti na lang di ako masyado nagaral para sa exam bukas. ๐Ÿ˜› Inasikaso ko rin kasi yung mga UP Shirts na binebenta ko. At inasikaso ko rin ang mga requirements para sa summer internship sa Mercury Drug Store.

Ang plano ko talaga, pupunta ko sa Head Office nila, located in Libis, after lunch. Kaya lang, yung X-Ray results ay makukuha ng 1:30 pm. And then kailangan pa kasi ng Medical Certificate. Eh 2pm pa dadating yung doctor.

So ayon… nagpalipas muna ko ng oras. Nagpapicture. Nangolekta ng bayad. Nagbenta. Kumuha ng orders. Kumain sa Chowking kasama si Eiz at Steph. Bumili ng buko shake. Tinawanan naman si Eiz kasi naman… ๐Ÿ˜› Tapos nagpunta na ko dun sa clinic.

Lo and behold! May suspicious density sa upper part ng left lung ko. So they suggested that I undergo under X-Ray but in the lordotic view.

Pag sinabing may suspicious density, dalawa lang ibig sabihin talaga nun. Una, may pneumonia ako. Pangalawa, may tuberculosis ako. Kasi ang mycobacterium tuberculosis, the bacteria that causes TB, mas gusto nila magstay dun sa upper part of the lungs. So ang mga may TB, may lumalabas na something white dun sa upper part of the lungs. Eh dapat kasi black yun para masabi na clear and healthy.

Anyway, so nagpaXRAY ulit ako. Sobrang kinakabahan talaga ako. Ayoko pang mamatay! ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Buti na lang supportive mga friends ko… They were texting me while I was anxiously waiting for the results.

Tapos nakakainis pa kasi parang niloloko pa ko nung attendant dun. Haha! As in ang daming inasikaso bago ako… She was prolonging my agony.

After more than an hour of waiting, ready na yung results! Woo. Kabado akong lumapit sa kanya at binasa ang papel. NORMAL FINDINGS. Yeah! ๐Ÿ˜€ I wanted to hug her… but I just thanked her profusely.

Me: “OMG. Oh my God. I’m sooo happy. Thank you sooo much!”

Attendant: “Kinabahan ka no?”

Me: “Yeah. Kala ko kung ano na.”

Eh sino ba namang hindi kakabahan? Baka hindi ako makaenroll sa UP! ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Buti na lang at artifactual lang yung suspicious density dun sa 1st X-Ray plate. ๐Ÿ˜€ It means na shadow lang sya. Nothing to worry about.

Ang saya-saya ko lang talaga kanina! ๐Ÿ˜€

God is really so good. All the time!

Tapos, gusto ko talaga kumain ng ice cream. Kaya lang hindi pwede. *sad sad*

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I’m gonna share a quote with you. It’s a very nice one and I could totally relate to it.

What’s complicated and why does it hurt?

It’s when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life…
It’s when you’re hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime.
It’s when you’re like more than friends but not really, and it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise.

Darn it. Sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind, you’re thankful you have…

So there… May mga nauungkat na naman na ala-ala… Masaya sanang balikan. Kaso ayoko na. Sawa na ko. Pagod na ko. Tama na.

In short, give me a break.

Bakit kasi ganon ang buhay?

Bakit kasi ganon ang nangyari?

May mga gabi na napapanaginipan ko sya. Ilang gabi rin yun… Sunod sunod. Sabi nga ni Steph, it’s my subconscious mind telling me my heart’s desires. Siguro nga… Pero ayaw ko ng umasa. May isa talaga panahon na bigla bigla n lang syang sumulpot sa panaginip ko. Really, totally, out of the blue. Pagkagising ko, sabi ko, “Lord, pati ba naman sa panaginip sinusundan ako? Lord, tama na… please.”

At simula non, hindi ko na sya napapanaginipan.

Nakakatakot lang kasi talaga kapag ganon eh. Isipin mo naman, pilit mo nang iniaalis sa isipan mo tapos mapapanaginipan mo naman. Diba?

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Excited na ko sa beach outing this summer. ๐Ÿ˜€ Pupunta kami ng mga friends ko sa San Juan, Batangas. Yey! Gusto nyo sumama? Hehe.

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6 thoughts on “Akalain mo nga naman.

  1. Janina Paula Sy March 26, 2008 at 12:04 am Reply

    hi, monique! ๐Ÿ™‚ congrats sa exemption! hehe. good job. and buti na lang normal findings yung chest x-ray mo. btw, i love the quote! hehe. where did you get it?

  2. Jean Monique Sanchez March 26, 2008 at 12:08 am Reply

    Hi Nina!Thanks… hehe. It's a rare event for me na maexempt sa major subjects. Kaya I'm super happy. :PI'm so glad na normal din findings… Sobrang kinakabahan talaga ako while waiting for the results of the 2nd xray. hehe. Iba pala feeling when you're preparing yourself for the worst. :PThe quote was a text message from one of my HS barkada.Very nice no!*sigh* Lapit na graduation nyo… waah. Ilang days na lang tayo magkakasama. Sana makasama kayo sa Batangas! :DCongratulations in advance ha! ๐Ÿ˜‰

  3. Joseph Chua March 26, 2008 at 8:53 am Reply

    Congrats! Grabe naman, Monique, hindi ka naman mamamatay sa pneumonia or TB. Kaya namang gamutin yun. Hehehe. Anyway, praise God na normal ang X-ray. Nakaka-relate din ako sa quote. Hehe. Wag nyo nang alamin kung bakit. :PI'll try my best na makasama sa Batangas. Pray na papayagan akong mag-overtime sa Madocs. Hehe. ๐Ÿ™‚

  4. KIKAY KATITAY March 26, 2008 at 3:10 pm Reply

    shocks! nagulat ako sa 1st x-ray result ha! O.o was about to text u asap w/o reading the whole article! :)) =)) lumuwa ang mata ko eh! =))

  5. Jean Monique Sanchez March 26, 2008 at 3:47 pm Reply

    Baby Joseph! Hehe… Thanks!Haay… syempre kaya syang gamutin. Pero kung may ganon ako, feeling ko mamamatay na ko. Kakatakot kaya. Hehe.Hm… nakakarelate ka rin sa quote? Woah. Share mo naman kung bakit. Hehehe!Ay, may internship pa nga pala kayo no. Hm.. papayagan naman kayo magovertime sa madocs! May kilala akong upper year na nakagawa nyan eh. ;)Yey! Sana makasama ka! ๐Ÿ˜€

  6. Jean Monique Sanchez March 26, 2008 at 3:49 pm Reply

    Haha… Nakakagulat talaga! Took my breath away yesterday.Aww… you're so sweet Kate! Anyway, you just texted me now. Haha! Thank you for the quote!*hugs*

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