After a long time…

I’m back and blogging again. ๐Ÿ™‚

I miss blogging. It’s just that I haven’t found time to really write long entries. Most of the time, I’m only plurking and plurking. (See my account at http://www.plurk.com/jeanmonique) With plurk, I can sum up my feelings in 140 characters. Hehe. Not much substance but sometimes, it’s the perfect spot for me to share what and how I feel.

I miss him. We had a fight last night. Basically because I was really disappointed with the way things are going between us. I just wish that time will soon come for us to be together again. When will be the time that we’ll be able to show the world how we truly feel for each other?

Sometimes, I tend to be so wrapped up in my own world in school that I forget to think of others who are also part of my life. I’m sorry… I hope you understand that with all the problems that I have, being alone is probably the only thing that would make me sane at times.

But that doesn’t mean that I hate your company. In fact, I prefer having company than being alone. I just miss the times that we’re together. I miss the way we hug… kiss… and more hugs.

I miss you.

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12 thoughts on “After a long time…

  1. KIKAY KATITAY January 31, 2009 at 3:48 pm Reply

    me either, i miss u blogging & at times i wonder what went wrong that ur in 'hiatus'. but of course school works can kill us right so i understand. :Pnaku same here, we also had a, uhhh, somewhat misunderstanding where in i felt it's my 1st time to have a brokenheart! ๐Ÿ˜ฎ well, haven't cried because of him for 3 years now so that was why. and yeah, it's a different thing when you're in a long distance relationship. u have to consider a hell lot of things, absorb all the loneliness, and yet still stay as lovable as you can be. all for the hope of one, perhaps one day, you'll have a chance to be together for a longer period of time. but don't give up, Moe. my situation is far worse than yours, isn't it? ๐Ÿ˜ฆ make a wild guess why we had a [slight] feud just a couple of days ago. :))

  2. Jean Monique Sanchez January 31, 2009 at 5:33 pm Reply

    Lolz. I got soooo busy with school. Hehe. You can't imagine how many exams one can have in a week… and the next… and the week after the next. Haha. :DAwww…. thanks Kate. Hirap talaga pag LDR. :(Anyway, bakit kayo nagaway? Is it because of shoes? Hehe. ๐Ÿ˜› Or bags? Lolz.

  3. KIKAY KATITAY January 31, 2009 at 6:36 pm Reply

    oh yes, those never-ending exams tapos we have our duty pa >-<. oohh shooot!hahahahaha!! sana nga about shoes & bags pero hinde eh. i saw in his FS pictures of him & this girl – leaning on his shoulder!!!! X( X( who wouldn't freak out?! my golly, my BP shoot up though i'm trying to calm down. i know that doesn't mean anything because he showed them to me. then we talked after a few days while he was in a bad mood & i at the height of my emotions. so he released some words i wouldn't anymore want to hear. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ but after a couple of days i realized he was just trying to point 2 things: 1) nothing is there for me to worry because he already gave me his assurance for like ages ago & 2) nothing is really going on! she's the wife of his friend & they're so close since they're office mates/team mates. though i realized some 'hurtful' things like i don't own him & neither do i want to be owned, he's a free being, i can't control other girls to swoon over him, and lastly there's no "us". :((

  4. Jean Monique Sanchez February 1, 2009 at 8:09 am Reply

    What? He said those? Grrrr. I'm like gonna cut his head off. Lolz. Kidding aside, kakalbuhin ko lang naman sya pag nakita ko sya.Anyway, he's sooo mean ha. Bakit ganon ang mga guys? Super sakit nila magsalita. They always blurt out the plain truth… which totally hurts. Damn. :(*hugs Kate*

  5. KIKAY KATITAY February 1, 2009 at 3:28 pm Reply

    nooo, di nya sinabi mga yun, na-realize ko lang. pero na-gets ko rin ang point nya & at the end of the day naisip ko na it's my fault kasi those pictures really meant nothing and ang tagal na ng mga yun. i forgot that he has close female friends way back pa but this time kasi i saw those pictures. di ko rin sya masisi kasi kung sa bagay ako rin ganun & parang ang OA ng reaction ko. basta ganun.. naisip ko tuloy na tama ung pinapakita nya, wag maging sobrang emotional kasi ang ending may mga bagay na nasisira dahil lang sa sobrang pagiging maramdamin.after kasi namin nag-usap parang i got hysterical and made the situation from bad to worse. kaya ayun.. i should have acknowledged his comforting text after we talked kaso i stroked it away & nagpadala sa galit. my fault. boooh ๐Ÿ˜ฆ tapos afterwards ako naman ang iiyak. hay nakakainis. wala naman kasi talaga syang kasalan.and ganun din talaga sya, he's very honest w/ what he says (just like me i guess…) and honestly, i like it better. yes it hurts but i'd rather hear those than sweet & empty lies. ๐Ÿ™‚ in fairness to him, after i texted him about those pix (before pa we talked) ni-delete nya agad, it signifies his respect to what i feel w/c made me respect him more. ๐Ÿ˜€ then after 24 hours or so, wala na! ok na! ๐Ÿ˜€ saka ganun naman talaga kame, pag emotional ako cool na cool naman sya & vice versa kaya super dalang namin mag-away. lolz! saka i realized na how could i let the person go who forgives mistake after mistake. XD natatawa tuloy ako kasi napapaisip ako na siguro kung ibang lalake pa sya, naku i've been dumped! :))cheer up, Moe! marami pa kayong pagdadaanan and umpisa pa lang 'to. it's going to be a long & tough road. just hang on! if it's love then it's worth to make last. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ :)advance Happy Valentine's Day!! =)

  6. Jean Monique Sanchez February 2, 2009 at 9:11 pm Reply

    Awww… Kate. *hugs*I really miss talking to you. Hehe. :DOnga eh… ang bait ni sweetie mo. You're MFEO. ๐Ÿ˜€ Hehe. In fairness, he really respects you… and don't belittle yourself too much. You're really perfect for each other. You're super lucky because he's very understanding. And don't worry about the legality of things… Soon, magiging kayo talaga forever. Nagiipon pa kasi sya ng dowry mo. Hehe.Happy Valentine's Day to you too!

  7. KIKAY KATITAY February 3, 2009 at 8:10 pm Reply

    =)) hahahahahahahahahahahaaaa!!! langya ka talaga, Moe! :)) super natawa ako dun ah!! well siguro.. errrr, i mean sana nga! :)) hehehe!oo nga eh, sa sunod di na ako magwo-worry ng ganun. hay naku.. on my part naman i know na 50-50 ang chances namen kung magiging kame nga talaga pero what i'm hoping for is sana when i'll stay there for good kame pa rin para naman lahat ng mga na-miss naming times mababawi rin namen. =) sobra-sobrang bonus na kung talagang MFEO kame kasi sobrang dami ng natutunan ko sa kanya & he has given me so, so much bliss. ๐Ÿ˜€ aside from being a bf, sometimes he's like a dad especially when he reprimands me (u should see it kasi w/ matching gestures pa! :-P), sometimes like a bro, and even an enemy. :o) all in one!!! :))haaay… sana lahat lalake kagaya nya anuh. kung ganun un, wala ng babaeng iiyak pa ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ wehehehe!!!

  8. Jean Monique Sanchez February 3, 2009 at 9:33 pm Reply

    Hmm… Hindi rin. ๐Ÿ™‚ Kung lahat gaya nya, walang variety. Hehe. Gusto ko rin naman umiyak at times. Lolz. Parang tunog masochist… pero I just want to feel sadness and happiness too. ๐Ÿ™‚ Pero syempre dapat mas marami ang happy dappy moments! Hehehe.Naku, I have yet to see him in action. Lolz. Ano kaya itsura nun pag galit? Hehehe. :DSana talaga kayo na… You know naman how I feel bout that eh. ๐Ÿ™‚

  9. KIKAY KATITAY February 4, 2009 at 10:53 am Reply

    i understand kasi ako rin paminsan parang gusto ko ng mag-away din kame (well slight lang naman :P) or un bang to feel love's deep pain. kasi nga diba kung hindi ka masasaktan hindi mo malalaman kung gaano mo kamahal ung tao. pero sya kasi kahit he'll say harsh things his intention is not (or shall i say never) to hurt me. never pa nyang sinadyang saktan ako & yan ung ni-mean ko na sana all guys are like him. there will still be instances that the girl will cry but not because bf intended it to happen.. ahhh lala-love ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€ Hehehe! Sobrang sungit, parang daddy! When i saw him how he gets mad or disciplines his grandchild, natawa ako kasi ganun din ang ginagawa nya sa'kin! =)) :)) super funnnny!!!thanks, Moe! ๐Ÿ˜€ well sana nga…. ๐Ÿ˜€

  10. Jean Monique Sanchez February 4, 2009 at 7:39 pm Reply

    Hehehe. ๐Ÿ˜€ Ang sweet… Yeah, I know what you mean. ๐Ÿ™‚ You're the almost perfect couple. :)Ano plans nyo for Valentine's day?

  11. KIKAY KATITAY February 4, 2009 at 8:22 pm Reply

    naku mahirap naman yan. phone calls lang eh. lam mo naman.. pero what's important intact pa rin kame… ๐Ÿ™‚ btw, we just talked a few hours ago and… haay grabeh… i've fallen for him all over again. XD :Puhh… nakakahiya naman kung i-post ko dito, u can read it here nalang. hehehehehe!!!

  12. Jean Monique Sanchez February 7, 2009 at 12:10 pm Reply

    Ahaha. ๐Ÿ˜€ I'm happy for you… He's such a sweetie. Kinikilig naman ako for you. Hehe.

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