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Chance

When I look in your eyes
There’s a love I can see
But is it for me?
How I wish it’s for me
How I wonder every time
If I could be in your arms

You said you love me
But I was wrong to believe you
For you wrecked my heart
Knowing that I love you
You had the power to control me
But what you did was abuse me

Chorus:
I tell you that…
My heart beats for you
It beats for no one else
In this world I know
That you and me are forever
Coz it’s destiny that brought us together…
Coz my heart tells me ‘I love you’
It’s just our hearts aren’t beating as one

Then as days go by
I forgot you by and by
Never thought that I would
Coz I promised a love
For you so true so good
That it hurts when you left me alone

Now you’re coming back for me
I didn’t know what made you
But you said you love me
And still I believe you
Coz there’s still a part of me
That loves you so deeply

Repeat Chorus

My heart beats for you
It beats for no one else
In this world I know
That you and me are forever
Coz it’s destiny that brought us together…
Coz my heart tells me ‘I love you’
It’s just our hearts aren’t beating as one

Coz it’s destiny that brought us together…
Coz my heart tells me ‘I love you’
It’s just our hearts aren’t beating as one

This song I wrote for our English class in fourth year HS. :) I wrote the lyrics, put melody in it, and even recorded it. It was quite fun doing that anyway. :)

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Him

I kept looking
I kept searching
Searching for the glint in your eyes
Oh those eyes

I wish you could see me now
I wish you’d look at me
And notice me
That I am alive
That I am here

But where are you
There’s something missing
Missing in my life
Know what? It’s you

I wish you’d talk to me
And make me smile
For I couldn’t grin
Without you

I wish I’d hear your voice again
Your voice that I heard before
Before when we’re together
But that was a long time ago

I wish you’d smile at me
And not just take me for granted

I couldn’t help but sigh
When I saw you with another one
Why you’d have a change of heart
A change so easily made

And I am sad
For I am better than HIM.

 

I was lovesick then. Hahaha. Hopelessly in love with someone for 3 years already. He was my seatmate back then when we were in first year high. I was uber envious at that time for he was rumored to be close with this tomboy girl. Hahaha. And I was so evil that I wrote that poem. They never got together anyway. He was sooo childlike that having a girlfriend is like not in the top 100 of his priority. ‘Nuff said. It’s just fun to look back at times. :)

Anonymous

Written by Unknown

There is something inside me
Something dark and hidden
I dare not say to anyone
Lest everyone will know

There is more of insecurity
Than hate, or love, our lust
What am I to do
When my world is falling apart

I envy people who are being listened to
Coz every time I speak
Nobody cares to hear
My feelings kept inside

Is there a matter with me
Everyday of my life I feel pain
Is this my destiny
To be hurt?

There comes a time
When this feeling’s flown
That everyone will see
That I am a tigress for real

I kept all my feelings
Everything I feel
Never told anyone
What I really feel

I know that it’s wrong
To keep things inside
But when I think of it
I just shrug it off

There is nothing more I want
Than to be seen and known
Not just a mere human being
But simply known as ME

Why is it that other people
Are better than me
Everybody adores
All but ME.

 

This is a poem I wrote when I was in highschool. I think it was 2nd year or 3rd year. Anyway, I wrote this during the lowest point of my life. Fortunately, it never happened again. I just posted this poem so I could look back on how foolish I seemed back then. I also want to thank my friends for loving me… the way I am.