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Him

I kept looking
I kept searching
Searching for the glint in your eyes
Oh those eyes

I wish you could see me now
I wish you’d look at me
And notice me
That I am alive
That I am here

But where are you
There’s something missing
Missing in my life
Know what? It’s you

I wish you’d talk to me
And make me smile
For I couldn’t grin
Without you

I wish I’d hear your voice again
Your voice that I heard before
Before when we’re together
But that was a long time ago

I wish you’d smile at me
And not just take me for granted

I couldn’t help but sigh
When I saw you with another one
Why you’d have a change of heart
A change so easily made

And I am sad
For I am better than HIM.

 

I was lovesick then. Hahaha. Hopelessly in love with someone for 3 years already. He was my seatmate back then when we were in first year high. I was uber envious at that time for he was rumored to be close with this tomboy girl. Hahaha. And I was so evil that I wrote that poem. They never got together anyway. He was sooo childlike that having a girlfriend is like not in the top 100 of his priority. ‘Nuff said. It’s just fun to look back at times. :)

Anonymous

Written by Unknown

There is something inside me
Something dark and hidden
I dare not say to anyone
Lest everyone will know

There is more of insecurity
Than hate, or love, our lust
What am I to do
When my world is falling apart

I envy people who are being listened to
Coz every time I speak
Nobody cares to hear
My feelings kept inside

Is there a matter with me
Everyday of my life I feel pain
Is this my destiny
To be hurt?

There comes a time
When this feeling’s flown
That everyone will see
That I am a tigress for real

I kept all my feelings
Everything I feel
Never told anyone
What I really feel

I know that it’s wrong
To keep things inside
But when I think of it
I just shrug it off

There is nothing more I want
Than to be seen and known
Not just a mere human being
But simply known as ME

Why is it that other people
Are better than me
Everybody adores
All but ME.

 

This is a poem I wrote when I was in highschool. I think it was 2nd year or 3rd year. Anyway, I wrote this during the lowest point of my life. Fortunately, it never happened again. I just posted this poem so I could look back on how foolish I seemed back then. I also want to thank my friends for loving me… the way I am.